Sunday, April 11, 2010

Hoping for the Best

Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive. I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle.
God is great! And I LOVE HIM!
My angel a while ago was bothered and asked me if the END OF THE WORLD is near... How can a child at age 6 think such things... Does this mean, that he is getting affected with our situation right now?
We have faced a WAVE in a sunny day... that almost CRUSHED me in the ground... But I wanna still stand up to show people that i was not hurt... But in REALITY, i WAS HURT... SO MUCH HURT!
My angel does not know anything about this 1st WAVE...
Another WAVE is coming and i kept on praying that this time it WONT HIT us!
Time is moving fast... Just a few days ago, i was asked by Bestfriend, which is more important, my career or Him and my Angel... And guess what? It took me a day, and still at this moment, my mind is still puzzled... Shall i still HOLD ON with the promise of the Director... That SHE WILL STORM THE HEAVENS TO MAKE THINGS FALL INTO PLACE...
I dont want to be LEFT ALONE... And, i hate REJECTIONS!
My Angel knew about the coming of the 2nd WAVE... As a result, does he thinks that its the END OF THE WORLD? He is too young and i dont want him to face MISSERIES OF LIFE just like what we are now facing.
Im still LUCKY! God LOVES me! I dont wann CRY anymore!

Monday, March 29, 2010

Now she mean IT

hello!!!

i just arrived at around 10 in the evening and guess what??? with my surprise, her toy car is already in her lawn... i guess the message was already relayed by the VA... and what shall she do next? let us wait and see...
6 days more to go and the family day in our envi will be conducted... shall i befriend her... oh i remember, i just requested to talk to her 2 days more to go... what if they do not talk to me? shall i let the situation be like that?
hahaha i am just getting so paranoid with what has happened... see, am i right? she is indeed SANE...
gotta let it go... this just only prove that she is human with a sense of awareness with what is happening around!
and she is pretty bright... :)

Sunday, March 28, 2010

what a day

they say she is insane... but i say NO... her mind is in its best condition... i guess she just thinks that she can play people around in her hands...
shall i treat her in kindness or shall i get head over hills against her... i want to treat her with kindness but she is not that kind with us... oh girL... how will i understand you...